I snuck out … sort of … and evidence

I’ve been sleeping upstairs lately, because I need to find my presence again.

Adam and I have discussed it many times, and he totally understands. He feels the same way.

The other night he had some pain in his knee, and it was obvious. So he went to bed early, after using some light therapy. I finished helping him do all his things and then I walked out of my house for a 15-minute walk. Close to the New Moon, the sky was perfectly clear. It’s dark except for this … I live in the country, there are no city lights at all, and I can see the Milky Way as clearly as a sunset.

I walked straight down the middle of the road, on the double yellow line, because everyone here is in bed or on the way by then. It was like having a Universe to myself. I was like a 3-year-old in total wonder. I felt as though all was possible, as I just couldn’t help but constantly look up and up and up. From watching all the Hubble Telescope news, I also now know that most of what we think are stars, are actually Galaxies … can you believe it? 100’s of billions of stars in every galaxy.

It was a profound walk.

One of the systems involved in Embodiment is the idea of collecting evidence for the magical nature of existence.

I didn’t just go for an ‘alchemy walk’ that night, I also gardened that day. I collected thousands of echinacea seeds, hundreds of zinnia seeds, and hundreds of tomato seeds, along with 1 of 5 bunches of fennel, a whack of celery, a gorgeous red pepper and enough green beans for supper the next night.

It’s not that I’m special, it’s that I choose to notice, which is why evidence is so important. I vigilantly look for, and am wired to see possibility, and it always, ALWAYS appears.

I felt pretty floaty for a day or two afterwards and definitely felt like I was having a guide change. I think Adam felt the same way. So I chose to simply be in the garden and do fall clean up and plant some winter squash and pumpkins, along with collecting seeds.

My mind kept thinking about all the things to do for business, what to post on social media, emails I should write and on and on. I, however, am not my mind. So I chose to just let all of the attachments and autopilot ‘shoulds’ pass through me as I enjoyed a beautiful day of creating in nature.

Some might say that way of being is NOT productive. However, I can’t tell you how in my zone I was as I prettied everything up, finding evidence of the abundance of life everywhere. I mean everywhere, INCLUDING THE NIGHT UNDER THE MAGICAL STARS, while the frogs and crickets serenaded me. The stars were so bright it was like a magic show.

I knew those moments, and the ones that followed, were simply a preamble to the flow of the weeks to come. I wanted to share so you could get a sense of the silly fun things I do at 10pm at night, in the middle of the street (not recommended for most of you!), while the world goes to sleep. I’m wondering what your version of this will be, or has been?

I love you, Aditya… collect some evidence retroactively, or right now.

I’d love to hear about it.

Big hugs and massive starry night dreams tonight.
With love,

P.S. Just a little ‘hooray for making a difference’ for those who attended the September Embodiment Workshop. We’re donating US$250 from the proceeds of the ‘artwork’ purchases and from our store to the Lahaina Fund, to assist with rebuilding. This is such a sacred place for us, as we’ve taken at least four Awakening Adventure groups and two Flight School groups to Maui. This is a place that holds so much light for this planet.

I just wanted to celebrate with you!



Things are never as they seem…

Things are never as they seem…

Things are never as they seem. This picture is not a sunset but the view from Craggy Gardens in Asheville on Saturday night. It’s what the Northern Lights look like from afar down here in the South. So cool.

On Friday, I met with a dear client and friend who has serious PTSD; I have many clients who suffer with this. As there is an underlying sense of a lack of safety, people may bite or be abrupt. This may sometimes tip into what feels like meanness but is a form of self-protection.

Recently, I’ve been celebrating when I notice shifts. One, in particular, I don’t think I’ve ever celebrated or shared with you, so here goes!

This time, instead of engaging, trying to fix things, or trying to make my client feel better, I simply found neutrality. Sometimes I didn’t respond for days, or even weeks, and let it all breathe. I gave it space for higher levels to work it out. As always when there is spaciousness, it all comes back around to love.

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Stay with me on this…

Stay with me on this…

‘Or betters’ present frequently when we simply remember ourselves as the embodied intention of everything we’ve ever lived in any life. They manifest when we remember our free will to choose, realizing our trajectory is the result of every past life, every desire, and every prayer you have ever prayed.

‘Or betters’ happen when you live like control is overrated. Understanding the resources of the omnipotent and omniscient Creation will deliver for you so far beyond anything your lovely (please don’t hate me) pea brain can intend is key. Your brain only accesses your history, the programs you learnt in school and paradigms you’ve created through the years, and who wants to ‘rinse and repeat’ that again?

Your greater Wisdom is constantly dancing with the trajectory you are on. You’re a living intention, without ever needing to use your brain to intend. Infinite Wisdom is in a dance with you, responding to your every thought and, perhaps ever more, to your actions. It’s responding to your life’s purpose. The thing is, you can’t mentally intend your way to an awesome life.

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My two favorite words…

My two favorite words…

When our actions resonate with our purpose and we’re aligned with the Universe’s potential for us, it’s such an expansive feeling.

The feeling of expansiveness validates you are in flow.

The alignment with greater wisdom is translated through our body as feelings of ‘woo hoo’, ‘yes!’, goosebumps, or fun! It’s confirmation that we’re acting and thinking in line with our ‘highest and best’ life, using our skills and personality, creating in the most aligned way.

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