I’ve been sleeping upstairs lately, because I need to find my presence again.
Adam and I have discussed it many times, and he totally understands. He feels the same way.
The other night he had some pain in his knee, and it was obvious. So he went to bed early, after using some light therapy. I finished helping him do all his things and then I walked out of my house for a 15-minute walk. Close to the New Moon, the sky was perfectly clear. It’s dark except for this … I live in the country, there are no city lights at all, and I can see the Milky Way as clearly as a sunset.
I walked straight down the middle of the road, on the double yellow line, because everyone here is in bed or on the way by then. It was like having a Universe to myself. I was like a 3-year-old in total wonder. I felt as though all was possible, as I just couldn’t help but constantly look up and up and up. From watching all the Hubble Telescope news, I also now know that most of what we think are stars, are actually Galaxies … can you believe it? 100’s of billions of stars in every galaxy.
It was a profound walk.
One of the systems involved in Embodiment is the idea of collecting evidence for the magical nature of existence.
I didn’t just go for an ‘alchemy walk’ that night, I also gardened that day. I collected thousands of echinacea seeds, hundreds of zinnia seeds, and hundreds of tomato seeds, along with 1 of 5 bunches of fennel, a whack of celery, a gorgeous red pepper and enough green beans for supper the next night.
It’s not that I’m special, it’s that I choose to notice, which is why evidence is so important. I vigilantly look for, and am wired to see possibility, and it always, ALWAYS appears.
I felt pretty floaty for a day or two afterwards and definitely felt like I was having a guide change. I think Adam felt the same way. So I chose to simply be in the garden and do fall clean up and plant some winter squash and pumpkins, along with collecting seeds.
My mind kept thinking about all the things to do for business, what to post on social media, emails I should write and on and on. I, however, am not my mind. So I chose to just let all of the attachments and autopilot ‘shoulds’ pass through me as I enjoyed a beautiful day of creating in nature.
Some might say that way of being is NOT productive. However, I can’t tell you how in my zone I was as I prettied everything up, finding evidence of the abundance of life everywhere. I mean everywhere, INCLUDING THE NIGHT UNDER THE MAGICAL STARS, while the frogs and crickets serenaded me. The stars were so bright it was like a magic show.
I knew those moments, and the ones that followed, were simply a preamble to the flow of the weeks to come. I wanted to share so you could get a sense of the silly fun things I do at 10pm at night, in the middle of the street (not recommended for most of you!), while the world goes to sleep. I’m wondering what your version of this will be, or has been?
I love you, Aditya… collect some evidence retroactively, or right now.
I’d love to hear about it.
Big hugs and massive starry night dreams tonight.
P.S. Just a little ‘hooray for making a difference’ for those who attended the September Embodiment Workshop. We’re donating US$250 from the proceeds of the ‘artwork’ purchases and from our store to the Lahaina Fund, to assist with rebuilding. This is such a sacred place for us, as we’ve taken at least four Awakening Adventure groups and two Flight School groups to Maui. This is a place that holds so much light for this planet.
I just wanted to celebrate with you!